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Mar. 12th, 2007 | 09:31 pm

this weekend...
went over to abbotsford on thursday - two days after i left.
haha, i just can't get enough of old abbotsfuck.
umm...saturday night was interesting.
played poker. pete won.
went to sneaker's bar with shme pete and steve. shme and steve played pool and started hustling people. i was introduced to paralyzers. DAMN, they're good.
umm...some random guy went up to shme and pointed at me and was like "hey, is she with you guys?" and i imagine shme was all "yeah...she's with ME"
and he was all WOAH, i'm sorry! just thought i'd ask, she's hot, i was gonna hit on her, blah blah blah.
i laughed my ass off. especially when he went over and started hitting on a blonde chick after he learned i was taken.
umm...after that we went to the yorkshire. hung out there, shme abandoned me to go smoke one so pete and i walked up to seven eleven to buy me smokes!
and then we went around the back to join the after party at the yorkshire and that was fun.
and there was this really tall blonde chick with huge boobs and platform ug-booty type things and a mini skirt and shit. and she made me feel ugly. or over dressed. or SOMETHING!
which i know is silly. but you know!

hair show in two weeks; i'm fucken stoked. got my hair dyed, it looks pretty sweet.
tattoo touch up on the 25th. stoked about that as well.


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Flikkk went to her first ever protest <3

Feb. 7th, 2007 | 08:12 pm

It was raining and cold and shitty, but it was awesome.
I almost lost my voice.
So here're some pictures...
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me all hardxcore

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me all....

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janna & me

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our little protesters.

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and again

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students are not cows; they should not be slaughtered for profit!

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i'm bored; can you tell?!

Jan. 25th, 2007 | 03:51 pm

I HURT - on the sides of my back.
I LOVE - it when my tattoo peels and burns and is nasty.
I HATE - it when a group of 5 super geeks skullfuck me while i'm eating my lunch.
I FEAR - losing my friends, my family, and my boyfriend.
I CRAVE - cigarettes and sex. all the time and not necessarily in that order.
I REGRET - the times i felt helpless and couldn't comfort those who i love.
I CARE - about what the people i love think of me.
I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO - be beautiful.
I LISTEN TO - punk/metal/ska & the little mermaid techno song never hurt anybody either.
I HIDE - my insecurity...at least i try.
I SING - out loud to music.
I WRITE - constantly, because it keeps me from snapping out at everyone.
I MISS - him everytime i'm away from him.
I LEARN - five days out of every week.
I KNOW - my parents will always support me regardless of my decisions.
I SAY - too many things at the same time, and thus sound like a complete douche bag.
I DONT THINK - i'm loved as much as i love.
I THINK - i love more than i am loved.
I LOVE TO - sleep and eat and listen to music.
I WORRY - about getting too skinny. that's a new one, hey? but it's kind of concerning me...
I PRAY - that i never have to humiliate myself to the point of having to pray to "god".
I MISS - all my loves in abbotsford.
I CANT STAND - to be in big crowds.
I FEEL - content and tired.
I WANT - sex.
I AM - a silly bitch who's left all subcultures because she can't stand being in front of a mirror for more than 15 minutes a day!

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Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 12:30 pm

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i had to sit like this the entire time.
my leg kept falling asleep.
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outlining. the most painful part. really dark, concentrating on one spot. basically felt like being cut and the knife going deeper and deeper and deeper...
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doesn't it look like i'm enjoying this a little too much?
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one side finished. we went out for a smoke after and that was a mistake.
a) bled all over my hoodie and b) the endorphins that kill pain go away after a certain amount of time. so it just hurts all the more.
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almost finished the other side. woohoo!
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the finished product.

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Jan. 21st, 2007 | 08:37 pm

yep yep.
i was a scared bitch.
hurt like a bitch.
but i was a hardcore bitch.
now i'm a tattooed bitch.

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Jan. 14th, 2007 | 11:13 pm

i guess i should update as well.
because my oh-so-fascinating life is, well...fascinating.
sporting a B average so far in school. Whoop-dee-fucking-doo.
janna's with one of her new boy toys. a hockey player named anders.
came back from my second time of snowboarding today. feel less sore and better about it. bailed pretty freaking hard and did a few good faced plants. boy, am i a tool.
this weekend was fucking sweet. better than it has been in a good while for some reason.
played poker/drank at andi's with daryl and shme.
got drunk off of crown royal.
didn't know i was that drunk.
on the way home:
me: you might not want to go all the way up the hill to turn around
shme: you gonna puke?
me: ...yep.
[shme pulls over. i open door]
[i think shme pats me on the back]
me: i stink.
[we go to bed. i brush my teeth, wash my face, blow my nose and still i think i stunk pretty bad.]
word to the wise: don't eat meatloaf if you're going to drink.


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Waste of a time, but maybe you'll discover something about me...

Jan. 14th, 2007 | 10:54 pm

***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28
The Basics
Name: Felicity
Age: 18
Month of birth: June
Any Siblings?: Sure have.
Parents still married?: Of course.
Occupation: University student.
Do you like your job?: Who likes broadening their horizons? I sure as hell don't.
Any pets?: Of course. Currently a fish, but otherwise 5 cats and a dog.
Hair color: Depends on the mood. Right now? Purple/Black.
Eye color: Brown/Black.
Shoe size: 6/6.5.
Any Tattoos?: In one freaking week!
Any Piercings?: 7.
Current mood: Pissed.
Current wardobe choice: Hat, black hoody, shirt, tank-top, jeans.
What are you listening to?: Mad Caddies.
Who did you last speak with on the phone?: My mother. Shut up.
What do you currently smell like?: Satsuma body soap.
Movie you watched: Pulp Fiction.
Magazine you looked at: Cosmo--like duuh.
Thing you ate: Teddy Grahams.
Book you read: Othello.
T.v. show you watched: Television is the Devil.
Time you cried: When I discovered things I didn't want to know about.
Took a shower: About 3 hours ago.
Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): About a month ago.
Ate at a restaurant (not fast food): Chinese food/Gin & tonic with Anthony.
CD you bought: I don't buy CD's. I'm too poor. I steal them from my boyfriend.
What is/was....
The best thing to happen to you today?: Going snowboarding with my one and only.
Your most prized possession: Currently? My new hat.
Your first vehicle: It *WILL* be a Honda Prelude (mid 90's)
Your current vehicle: Nada.
Your favorite quote: "Werd".
You bedtime (on average): Between 11-1.
Your best trait/characteristic: My insane beauty?
Your worst trait/characteristic: My insane ugliness. And apparently the tendency to look "depressed" all the time.
Do You....
Store things under your bed: Cardboard boxes and my bags of recycling bottles I'm too lazy to take out.
Daydream: Sure do. Mostly about sex.
Have a computer at home: Sure do. Wait--what qualifies as home? Either way I have a computer there and here.
Live in the city, suburbs or country: Does a campus qualify as 'city'?
Live in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home: Residence.
Own a cell phone: Yes.
Have a good luck charm: No.
Collect anything: Music. Body modification.
Attend high school or college: University mo'fo's.
Make good grades: B Average right now. A in high school.
Have You Ever....
Had a surgery?: No.
Had teeth pulled?: Yes.
Broke the law intentionally: Well I haven't killed anyone...but yes. I guess so.
Ran away from home?: Nope.
Broke a bone?: Cracked a bone. A few bones actually.
Cheated on a test/exam: No.
Had a friend pass away: Yes.
Been issued a citation/traffic ticket: No.
Been in an auto accident: Yes.
Lied to someone: Yes.
Been lied to: Yes.
Your Favorite....
Place to be: Either with my boyfriend or Amsterdam. Tough choice though...
Place to visit: Amsterdam. Spain.
Place to chill: Amsterdam. Spain....ABBOTSFORD!
Non-Alcoholic drink: Water or Sobe Nirvana's.
Alcoholic drink: Wine. Beer. Flat, warm, nasty beer. Rum. Some vodka. Whatever's being passed around?
Type of food: Meat.
Meal/Food dish: Meat.
Dessert: Anything that doesn't have dried fruit in it.
Shampoo & Conditioner: Pantene Pro-V. 2-in-1 baby.
Toothpaste: Colgate anything.
Salad dressing: Ranch or Californian.
Ice cream: Gelato anything.
Fast food establishment: McDick's.
Color: Red I guess.
Season: Spring.
Holiday: Christmas.
Perfume/Cologne: Ralph
Video Game: Alien Hominid/ Zelda: Windwaker
T.V. show: Sex in the City, but television is the Devil.
Smells: My boyfriend.
Article of clothing: Thongs. No seriously. Go normal on the outside, WILD in the panty department. Ha...ha.
Book: The Deptford Trilogy
Children's Book: Harry-freakin'-Potter
Candy: Sour Green Apple rings.
Car: Honda Prelude.
Do You Believe....
In Karma: Yes.
In God: God, no. A higher Being? Yes.
In Heaven & Hell: No.
That aliens exist (extraterrestrial variety, not illegal aliens): Googly-eyed green big-headed things? No. Otherwise, yes.
That ghosts exist: Definitely.
In horoscopes: No.
In others you know (family, friends, co-workers etc): What the H?
In yourself: Depends on the mood swing.
Your Opinion....
On the death penalty: Don't even bring that one up. Call me if you want to talk about that shit.
On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools: Fuck off.
On homosexuals in the military: Absolutely fine. What else are guys supposed to do with no female contact and an already sore right arm?
The war in the Middle East: Bad. That's it. Plain bad.
Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator: BOTH.
Current gas/fuel prices: TOO high, but what do I care? I don't drive.
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Dec. 31st, 2006 | 07:02 pm

interesting story: driving into vancouver with dad to go to the family christmas get-together thing. we were at an intersection just about to turn onto lougheed before silverdale...so whoever knows that place knows it's farm land and bumblefuck?
well my dad points to the stop sign and says do you see anything there? and he had to repeat himself quite a few times because i had no idea whatthefuck he was talking about. so i said no...and then he was like, "...so you don't see a woman standing there?"
oh god.
i fucking felt like someone had thrown ice over me. so creepy. because it was dark, and i don't see ghosts and yeah. anyway, so there was an old woman standing there and although i know my dad can see ghosties and beasties like that, he wanted to make sure i couldn't see her because she apparently was really "strong" and he thought i could see them.
maybe when i was younger but no sir. not now.

general other status: confused and semi-hurt as fuck.

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Nov. 30th, 2006 | 06:09 am

fucking bored and not wanting to study for my exam.
it's actually becoming a problem, this art history thing.
i think i have an anti-architectural complex or some such thing...
hoping to come over to mission this weekend...that is if i can figure out a ride.
parents are in van, i don't want to bus out to meet them with all my shit.
brother might be able to pick me up, but he might have plans.
boyfriend's in oregon, not sure when he will get back.

janna and i have been looking at apartments.
we figured out that we're paying $775/month to live in res...with this apartment (2bdrm, fully loaded with washer, dryer, dishwasher) we'd be paying between 600-700/month. good huh?!
yeah, that'd be pretty sick. i'd get my own bedroom. rawr.

can't wait for exams to be over. i'm done the 15th, janna's done the 16th, we're going back to my place, going to the spa the next day and then taking janna back for her bus home to texada island.

i think i'm coming down with a cold. but i just took a really hot shower and hopefully boiled most of the germs away.

i miss you way too much.

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